channeling about my mother & family
Note to the non-familiar: Michael is a discarnate entity of about 1000 souls who has graduated from the physical plane and helps. He's one of my teachers.
Carrot Wax: My question is about my family origin. What did my essence want to learn by choosing my family? What agreements/karma was there?
ShepherdHoodwin: You have many entanglements with your family, some mildly karmic. Your essence goal is to clean these up, to establish clear, uncharged connections with each family member. This is representative of where you are in your soul growth in general.
ShepherdHoodwin: You have many such muddied connections in general, and learning to clear them within your family will allow you to clear them with others more easily. The key is to find respect for each of them.
Carrot Wax: What might be a positive step to clearing things up, especially with my mother?
ShepherdHoodwin: We sense that you are rather protected toward her. Is that correct?
Carrot Wax: yes - I am very easily defensive
ShepherdHoodwin: We suggest that you listen to her openly, and allow in energies that you don't care for. You can raise their vibration later. Just receive without judgment.
Let her feel received by you; that should help the relationship a great deal. END
The energy at Shepherd's chat, with the focus on the group energetic experience, was intense. The amount of energy coming in, especially when I admitted I was defensive, was nothing I had experienced before. I was also focusing (and I think my ability is growing at this) at participating in that group energy, to open a 'window' so that others could see all that was going on inside me, since I was the focus. I broke down in tears, feeling all that energy, non-judgemental, present, just wanting to help.
The last comments were especially valid. So many of my mother's energies have associations of abuse with them, of being tense, feeling attacked. I've seen her as a warrior in dominance, and she's not one for the subtle or sensitive that often. So the part about letting in energiies I don't care for, that I can raise their vibration later was particularly appropriate. I've pretty much told her before I didn't really want to communicate until the energy she was coming from was better.
Still processing this, but I expect to put this in practise over the Christmas Holidays.
Carrot Wax: My question is about my family origin. What did my essence want to learn by choosing my family? What agreements/karma was there?
ShepherdHoodwin: You have many entanglements with your family, some mildly karmic. Your essence goal is to clean these up, to establish clear, uncharged connections with each family member. This is representative of where you are in your soul growth in general.
ShepherdHoodwin: You have many such muddied connections in general, and learning to clear them within your family will allow you to clear them with others more easily. The key is to find respect for each of them.
Carrot Wax: What might be a positive step to clearing things up, especially with my mother?
ShepherdHoodwin: We sense that you are rather protected toward her. Is that correct?
Carrot Wax: yes - I am very easily defensive
ShepherdHoodwin: We suggest that you listen to her openly, and allow in energies that you don't care for. You can raise their vibration later. Just receive without judgment.
Let her feel received by you; that should help the relationship a great deal. END
The energy at Shepherd's chat, with the focus on the group energetic experience, was intense. The amount of energy coming in, especially when I admitted I was defensive, was nothing I had experienced before. I was also focusing (and I think my ability is growing at this) at participating in that group energy, to open a 'window' so that others could see all that was going on inside me, since I was the focus. I broke down in tears, feeling all that energy, non-judgemental, present, just wanting to help.
The last comments were especially valid. So many of my mother's energies have associations of abuse with them, of being tense, feeling attacked. I've seen her as a warrior in dominance, and she's not one for the subtle or sensitive that often. So the part about letting in energiies I don't care for, that I can raise their vibration later was particularly appropriate. I've pretty much told her before I didn't really want to communicate until the energy she was coming from was better.
Still processing this, but I expect to put this in practise over the Christmas Holidays.
posted by Loving Awareness | 12/04/2005 10:36:00 PM
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