Well, Diane is over with! Quite an experience... I cut it off when I found out she was quite imbalanced and prone to tantrums. [Being a successful professional astrologer that also does some counselling doesn't mean anything about your own state, I saw!] A lot of fears came up as I was worried about having caught an STD. She'd told me she was tested a couple months earlier and hadn't been with anyone since then, but I started doubting her integrity after we stopped based on the energy I saw, plus my bodily reactions. There's nothing like being afraid of having caught a fatal disease to bring fear up! At first I shut down, then started totally living with the fear, seeing how valuable it was. Especially for bringing up deep seated sexual guilt for healing. I have never felt more able to totally accept my emotions, and I know I'm just starting. [BTW, I did get tested, nothing has shown up, could have been just a minor urinary tract infection] In fact, the thoughts of "I could die", as extreme and overblown as they were, really helped me be more in tune with the present, through the part of me which will not die. Brought a sense of humour to the whole thing, really.

I've never felt so light energetically, honestly.